Yesterday I was told by a good and longtime friend that I have changed, and that I scare him.

The reason for this, according to him, lies in my abrupt changes of behaviour. One moment I am the amicable Gregor people like, but the next moment I turn into this cold radical guy.

He is right. I am amicable, I love people. But my dark side is looming just around the corner, and it’s pitch black. Yet, even with that darkness I still love people.

And I don’t know what to do now. I do know though that goals don’t justify losing of honest friends.

Thank you, my friend.